Hi, I’m Manisha. Found out I had epilepsy last year at age 52; although, I was having seizures and just not being diagnosed for over 6-7 months at least. I was told all sorts of lies and had to change medications 7 times in one year and still had seizures. I feel lost and scared and with Corona and this and feeling scared to go out etc earlier this year even when we could. What if I had another big seizure and woke up in an ambulance? Trying to have faith and although I wish none of you had this condition, it feels reassuring to know I can find a medication that will work and start my life will start again and everyone seems to be suffering from the disbelief and fear. I have felt so alone