Hey everyone, I’m really enjoying the course and writing my diary. I seem to be achieving more than I’ve ever done! I am setting little targets and rewards to make life sweeter. The only thing that I felt disappointed about this week was that I do not know why I get seizures. I have thought and thought about things and there seems to be many reasons why I’ve had them. The last one before Christmas happened at 1:30am when I woke and looked out the window to see the two planets coming together. It was after that I laid down to go to sleep and have a full seizure in bed. However, I’ve also had them when out running and during the time of the month, whilst out with the girls taken a first sip of margarita. So I feel very sad that I do not know why. I do know when they are coming though. I feel sick and I smell a terrible smell/taste and I get very scared and feel like I desperately need to get home to safety.